My Home My Jail

This is the first time I made a poem to describe some feeling of some people outside there...
Disappointed from straight line...
Be brave and don't let it made you down :)

My Home My Jail

In there, I pensive... stare out the window
Inhale a deep breath in the middle of solitude
In the corner of the darkness loneliness burst out 

Some, I ever feel a temptation of comfort...
but also emptiness
Once, I thought of to tore the coldest night on the wall

Waved but can't reach
Wait but unrequited
Leave delusion in futility

Swollen eyes bemoan fate
Tight-lipped strengthless
Fettered in ancestral tradition
Terminate time from expectation