I Can't Wait You Forever

I know it for the first time we meet..
This feeling was made for you..
Time goes and we become closer..
My hope fly high and higher than before..

My friend tell me to get more closer with you..
He give me a good sentence, a reason to get closer..
Somehow, I follow it..

But, I'm stuck in the middle..
I found that she like you..

Not her fault, neither you..
I don't know who are the first..
All I know that my love is big enough than her..
She is my friend and yours too..

Remember, when we cry together in the airport?
Somehow I can see it in your eyes, your regret..
I hug you for a moment..
Please cheer up..

Once, you ask me, why I hug you..
Now I will let you know..
I LIKE YOU

I like you when you playing a guitar..
I like you when you fall asleep beside me..
I like your hard work and everything you do..
In that moment, only you in my eyes..

Sorry for my late answer..
I'm not brave enough to tell you..

Regret? Yes, I regret it now..
It's already 3 years..
This unrequited love..

Now, you far away from me..
And someone else is waiting for me..

Can I forget you?
This is my biggest question..
And I don't know the answer..

But, one things that I know,
I can't wait you forever..


Dear L

My Home My Jail

This is the first time I made a poem to describe some feeling of some people outside there...
Disappointed from straight line...
Be brave and don't let it made you down :)

My Home My Jail

In there, I pensive... stare out the window
Inhale a deep breath in the middle of solitude
In the corner of the darkness loneliness burst out 

Some, I ever feel a temptation of comfort...
but also emptiness
Once, I thought of to tore the coldest night on the wall

Waved but can't reach
Wait but unrequited
Leave delusion in futility

Swollen eyes bemoan fate
Tight-lipped strengthless
Fettered in ancestral tradition
Terminate time from expectation